Preppers LIVE: Portals and Goblins

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[00:00:30] Good evening PBN family preppers live welcome long days journey into night I'm still caffeinating at 933pm who needs sleep right

[00:00:44] real quick why got your attention at the opening of the show April 28th

[00:00:51] the world of ready is ready

[00:00:54] so Sunday April 28th

[00:00:57] available in Amazon

[00:00:59] dot com available in Ingram spark

[00:01:01] and I'll get you guys a link don't worry but

[00:01:04] just go search the world of ready

[00:01:06] and for those of you who are unaware this is

[00:01:10] as far as I know the first

[00:01:12] of its kind children's book built around

[00:01:15] both a magical and wonderful world

[00:01:19] and

[00:01:21] preparedness principles

[00:01:23] this first book is teaching the children in the story

[00:01:27] basically how to build a go bag

[00:01:29] and the purpose is because of a wildfire that they're facing but it's

[00:01:34] rather than

[00:01:36] rather than it being just humans chatting it up about preparedness or

[00:01:41] having a human like conversation between

[00:01:45] you know two animals or whatever

[00:01:48] I wanted to make sure that we took the kids on a journey so

[00:01:51] you're going to meet some really awesome characters in this book you're going to meet

[00:01:56] who to who is the guide through the world of ready

[00:02:00] and you're going to meet a kit

[00:02:02] kit you'll you'll come to love kit but

[00:02:06] so the 28th

[00:02:10] please help me out buy a copy

[00:02:13] buy some kids copies

[00:02:15] talk to your kids school tell them you know we'd rather not have the

[00:02:19] pornography in the schools but we'll definitely take some copies of the world of ready

[00:02:24] we don't think our six-year-old should be too wrapped up in gender identity but we would love them to

[00:02:30] go to the magical world of the world of ready so

[00:02:34] look for that book and whatever you guys can do

[00:02:37] to push the pace on it

[00:02:39] you know the this is part of that prepper infrastructure that I always talk about

[00:02:45] do you know what I mean

[00:02:47] the preppers have done something amazing over the years

[00:02:51] we have built up this framework that

[00:02:54] more and more people take advantage of every single day

[00:02:58] and

[00:02:59] buy the survival food read the survival blogs

[00:03:03] you know build preparedness and self-reliance into their lifestyle

[00:03:07] and what the world of ready is

[00:03:10] for me adding to that infrastructure is you know a chance for kids to have something to read

[00:03:16] because I'm telling you PBN family they hear the news they hear you talking about what we talk about

[00:03:21] they know what's going on

[00:03:23] and and action beats anxiety

[00:03:27] there's no doubt about it so let the kids read and then

[00:03:31] each book has a little something they can do or something they can re uh recite so on and so forth

[00:03:37] so April 28th the world of ready

[00:03:40] now

[00:03:42] we have a guest tonight

[00:03:44] with us we have Lisa T the so Cal prepper

[00:03:48] we have the uh

[00:03:50] lowest lane of the prepper broadcasting network

[00:03:53] and a woman who I think is going to have

[00:03:55] more monikers than anyone who's ever had

[00:03:59] monikers on pvn

[00:04:01] what's up Lisa how you doing tonight

[00:04:04] I'm doing fine uh considering what we're about to speak

[00:04:08] um I've made myself a blanket for tiana so I feel safe

[00:04:13] I like this verbiage I don't understand it I probably would like for you to explain it actually since you brought it up

[00:04:19] what is a 40 and

[00:04:21] forty on it has to do with like Charles 40 and he was a gentleman

[00:04:26] I guess from like the early 1900s that he liked to

[00:04:31] investigate everything and so it's like with people that are into paranormal cryptids things like that

[00:04:39] they call it you know for tiana and I just will turn from one of my favorite podcasts from uh

[00:04:46] San Fernando Valley the uh

[00:04:48] astonishing legends and they broadcast out of blanket for tiana and so tonight I am making a blanket

[00:04:55] and I'm calling it my blanket for tiana because you know when you're a little kid

[00:05:00] and you get scared you wear the blanket and the blanket will protect you so

[00:05:05] um wearing a blanket right now

[00:05:08] I can appreciate it

[00:05:10] I know I've actually broken out in hives since we started talking about this

[00:05:16] because I'm so nervous

[00:05:18] I guess we should tell them um because we haven't yet about the crazy phone call situation

[00:05:26] well maybe we should take it even further back what am I hearing

[00:05:30] that's my dog I do apologize

[00:05:32] oh no it's my dog

[00:05:34] my dog is licking himself

[00:05:37] oh my dog is sparking

[00:05:40] my dog is sparking squirrels

[00:05:44] I didn't know no I fed him a cooked chicken leg right before the show

[00:05:51] I gave mine carrots

[00:05:54] but he has a he has a wound on his side that is all stitched up from uh

[00:06:01] he had like some kind of weird growth come out of him

[00:06:04] so weird

[00:06:06] at least it wasn't a snake bite like last summer

[00:06:09] that was my other dog

[00:06:11] that was Bowser

[00:06:13] but anyhow

[00:06:15] so way way back when we first started talking

[00:06:19] um you gave me some hints about some of the paranormal things that you were into

[00:06:25] which was music to my ears because

[00:06:29] on many a late night trip to

[00:06:32] from Virginia to Pennsylvania or to Pennsylvania from Virginia

[00:06:36] I uh would listen to coast to coast

[00:06:40] I mean I love coast to coast I still love coast to coast

[00:06:44] but those aren't my hours of operation anymore

[00:06:46] so I don't really get to hear it

[00:06:48] but I loved it and I loved it at that time of night too

[00:06:51] I know you had to be a big fan of coast to coast AM

[00:06:55] you're gonna

[00:06:57] I didn't listen to him until the pandemic

[00:07:03] I've never heard of him

[00:07:05] yeah I only started getting into paranormal

[00:07:08] things on podcasts

[00:07:12] about 2018

[00:07:14] but I've always been into paranormal

[00:07:18] like in search of uh chariots of the gods

[00:07:23] things like that

[00:07:25] and uh when I used to take the bus when I was in California

[00:07:29] I saw these things called podcasts

[00:07:33] and I ignored the news ones

[00:07:36] I automatically gravitated towards paranormal

[00:07:39] and there were so many

[00:07:42] and I've gotten rid of a lot of them

[00:07:45] and somewhere in the middle they kept talking about this guy named Art Bell

[00:07:48] and I actually found an archive from 1993

[00:07:52] and I listened to almost all of them

[00:07:54] up until right before he died

[00:07:57] and so that just finished up in November

[00:08:00] right after I moved here

[00:08:02] how about John B. Wells? Do you like him at all?

[00:08:06] I haven't heard of him

[00:08:08] he would do the show also

[00:08:11] he would do the coast to coast show from time to time

[00:08:16] I know George Norrie has taken over

[00:08:19] yeah I love George

[00:08:21] I'm thinking about starting it

[00:08:24] to listen they have like snippet ones

[00:08:27] they force you to join

[00:08:29] or you can listen to free snippets of anything paranormal

[00:08:32] so those are the ones I think I want to listen to

[00:08:35] more than anything else of George Norrie

[00:08:38] George Norrie, he was the guy I first heard it

[00:08:41] under George and I was just hooked

[00:08:44] oh yeah

[00:08:46] I think I listened like 15 different podcasts

[00:08:49] almost all of them about paranormal

[00:08:52] like about Jane Austen

[00:08:55] or history because I'm a big history buff

[00:08:58] and I'm a customer of course

[00:09:01] but on the side yeah I like me good paranormal

[00:09:04] good cryptid

[00:09:06] so my journey began

[00:09:09] something like 2006-2007

[00:09:13] probably 2007 something like that

[00:09:16] then I started

[00:09:18] I'd hear him maybe quarterly

[00:09:21] when I would make these tracks up for Christmas

[00:09:24] or down for Thanksgiving or whenever we did these trips

[00:09:27] but I really started listening to George Norrie

[00:09:31] especially his final hour

[00:09:33] on a daily almost

[00:09:35] because I left the restaurant industry

[00:09:37] and started running a soft pretzel bakery

[00:09:40] in southeastern Pennsylvania

[00:09:43] and I had to get up at 3

[00:09:46] to get in at 4

[00:09:48] so on the drive

[00:09:50] yeah so on the drive I'd get to hear that last hour

[00:09:53] and uh

[00:09:55] God it was so fun you know the reason that

[00:09:57] I even

[00:09:59] the reason that I even had the doorway to prepping

[00:10:02] as an option was

[00:10:04] largely science fiction and all that kind of stuff

[00:10:07] you know I feel like if I wasn't so heavily into comics

[00:10:10] and science fiction I would have never even said

[00:10:13] maybe I should become one of these crazy prepper people

[00:10:16] but

[00:10:17] I knew we were friends for some reason you just hit all my

[00:10:20] boxes it's weird is it

[00:10:23] but yeah all those years ago that's what it was like

[00:10:26] was listening to him every night and

[00:10:29] I just love those stories about the shadow people

[00:10:32] did you ever get into the shadow people listening to those guys

[00:10:35] yes

[00:10:37] what's cooler than that

[00:10:39] people would walk into their basements

[00:10:41] guys and they would see like

[00:10:43] the hat man

[00:10:45] and the hat man is this

[00:10:47] dark entity that like

[00:10:49] is in basements and dark rooms at night

[00:10:51] and it's just a guy

[00:10:53] or like a shadow of a guy

[00:10:55] with a big top hat on

[00:10:57] well I don't I'm okay

[00:10:59] if we're gonna go down this rabbit hole before we get to the other topic

[00:11:01] why not

[00:11:03] that's like a creepy pasta that in Slenderman

[00:11:07] yeah I never heard of Slenderman until my kids told me about him

[00:11:09] he never made it to George Norrie in my day

[00:11:13] oh no he has

[00:11:15] oh really he's on there for real

[00:11:17] yeah and creepy pasta

[00:11:19] but it's known more about creepy pasta

[00:11:21] yeah

[00:11:23] yeah I love all of them

[00:11:25] I like those

[00:11:27] I heard another really great one too

[00:11:29] about this

[00:11:31] goblin thing that would

[00:11:35] people would call in

[00:11:37] and they would say that it would sit on their chest

[00:11:39] while they were

[00:11:41] sleeping

[00:11:43] and they wouldn't be able to breathe

[00:11:45] it's the old hag

[00:11:47] that's it yeah and they wouldn't be able to breathe

[00:11:49] and they would wake up

[00:11:51] and see this thing or they would dream about this thing

[00:11:53] sitting on their chest

[00:11:55] and keeping them from breathing

[00:11:57] oh I love that kind of stuff

[00:11:59] it's just so great

[00:12:01] I've got something for you

[00:12:03] have you seen on YouTube

[00:12:05] the rake video

[00:12:07] that freaks me out every time

[00:12:09] my son was the rake two halloween's

[00:12:11] ago

[00:12:13] and we have whole we have

[00:12:15] those kind of steps

[00:12:17] where it's like there's no back to the

[00:12:19] step

[00:12:21] and we have a porch that comes out of the house

[00:12:23] and he was

[00:12:25] 11 at that point or 10 probably

[00:12:27] and he stayed for a little while

[00:12:29] just to scare kids

[00:12:31] underneath the steps because he had a rake

[00:12:33] and he had a body suit

[00:12:35] so like he didn't even have a costume on

[00:12:37] he had like a tight fit body suit

[00:12:39] with a mask and everything

[00:12:41] and long fingernails like the rake

[00:12:43] I'll just send you the video

[00:12:45] he looked so good no don't send me the video

[00:12:47] I'm already freaked out

[00:12:49] you'll have nightmares huh

[00:12:51] yeah we take halloween very seriously

[00:12:53] my kids are all

[00:12:55] totally into everything scary

[00:12:57] everything well the

[00:12:59] most of those about the rake are the

[00:13:01] they're so fake but it's that one

[00:13:03] where the guy calls his friend

[00:13:05] and you can see

[00:13:07] moving slowly towards his house

[00:13:09] oh god

[00:13:11] and when his friend on the phone they start praying

[00:13:13] and you see the damn thing

[00:13:15] reacting

[00:13:17] oh while he's praying

[00:13:19] yes and it's so

[00:13:21] it just gives

[00:13:23] sorry bro it's not about that

[00:13:25] he's getting scared too

[00:13:27] no he's looking at a swirl

[00:13:29] JB our other west coast entity

[00:13:33] in chats

[00:13:35] that Steven Hawking had a cool theory about the

[00:13:37] shadow people and he basically said it was

[00:13:39] us getting a glimpse into

[00:13:41] the other dimension

[00:13:43] like the dimensions colliding

[00:13:45] and us seeing

[00:13:47] you know seeing into that

[00:13:49] here's a weird one

[00:13:51] that's the segue

[00:13:53] hold on I've got an even better one

[00:13:55] speaking on dimensions

[00:13:57] so I've heard in the past

[00:13:59] about people

[00:14:01] being knocked unconscious

[00:14:03] and living an entire life

[00:14:05] and then waking up like

[00:14:07] five seconds later

[00:14:09] after they got knocked out

[00:14:11] coming back to the real world

[00:14:13] and just this past week

[00:14:15] I heard two distinct

[00:14:17] stories about that two separate

[00:14:19] people who had that experience

[00:14:21] you know

[00:14:23] and

[00:14:25] one guy was so cool

[00:14:27] it's not cool because the guy's life is

[00:14:29] ruined now

[00:14:31] but he got

[00:14:33] pummeled well

[00:14:35] he had a family

[00:14:37] wife kids

[00:14:39] oh my god

[00:14:41] I was in tears when I heard that one

[00:14:43] that is a wild story

[00:14:45] I heard it today on the modern wisdom podcast

[00:14:47] from a guy named Mr. Bollen

[00:14:49] I heard it on hollow sky

[00:14:51] I cried when they told me that

[00:14:53] I kinda wanna tell it now

[00:14:55] should we tell it together

[00:14:57] because it's uh

[00:14:59] we have to tell it the right way

[00:15:01] or else it would give it away

[00:15:03] but maybe they already know what we mean

[00:15:07] essentially there's this family

[00:15:09] man who

[00:15:11] gets

[00:15:13] pulled into staring at this lamp

[00:15:15] at first it just seems like a blur

[00:15:17] and then the lamp

[00:15:19] sorta takes over his whole consciousness

[00:15:21] but he has a family

[00:15:23] and he has a wife

[00:15:25] and two kids

[00:15:27] and they don't know what the hell is wrong with this guy

[00:15:29] and his condition gets

[00:15:31] pretty much worse and worse

[00:15:33] and worse as the days go on to where he can't even

[00:15:35] he can't even

[00:15:37] really realize that they're there

[00:15:39] and he's just staring

[00:15:41] at this lamp day and night

[00:15:43] and uh

[00:15:45] pretty soon the lamp kind of

[00:15:47] envelops his whole consciousness

[00:15:49] and

[00:15:51] do you wanna give him the punchline?

[00:15:55] he's afraid that

[00:15:57] something there's something happens about the lamp

[00:15:59] that it disappears

[00:16:01] and

[00:16:03] he's afraid that if he

[00:16:05] he wakes up

[00:16:07] so to speak

[00:16:09] and he's realizing

[00:16:11] what he thought was a wife

[00:16:13] and family

[00:16:15] and he's this lamp

[00:16:17] does not exist

[00:16:19] he is terrified because now

[00:16:21] he has made in this life

[00:16:23] a good life for himself

[00:16:25] but

[00:16:27] if he were to see that lamp

[00:16:29] would that other life come back?

[00:16:33] and how could he deal with it?

[00:16:35] the man is absolutely

[00:16:37] ruined

[00:16:39] yeah I've heard in real life that he just

[00:16:41] he's in therapy

[00:16:43] dealing with the fact

[00:16:45] the way I heard it the ending that I heard

[00:16:47] Lisa was a little different

[00:16:49] he woke up on a football field

[00:16:51] yes

[00:16:53] surrounded by people and he had no family

[00:16:55] you know he was

[00:16:57] yeah he was young

[00:16:59] like a college kid or something

[00:17:01] and he got a traumatic brain injury

[00:17:03] and

[00:17:05] the problem is he can't let go

[00:17:07] of this great wife

[00:17:09] and these two incredible kids

[00:17:11] this is a true story now guys

[00:17:13] this isn't like a late night

[00:17:15] George Norrie I saw a UFO

[00:17:17] type of deal

[00:17:19] but he even says that he has dreams

[00:17:21] about this 5 year old son

[00:17:23] he has literal dreams

[00:17:25] about the 5 year old son

[00:17:27] from the vision that he had

[00:17:29] when he got hit playing football

[00:17:31] and then subsequently went into

[00:17:33] this lamp trance that brought him back to the real world

[00:17:35] and it's like

[00:17:37] he lost the whole family he never had

[00:17:41] now you want to talk about bumping up

[00:17:43] against other dimensions

[00:17:45] that's gotta be what the hell is going on with that

[00:17:47] that can't just be the brain

[00:17:49] making some crazy stuff up

[00:17:51] because you got hit in the head man

[00:17:53] that's wild

[00:17:55] that's a peek into something we don't understand

[00:17:57] it's gotta be

[00:17:59] yeah

[00:18:01] that's a good segue right there

[00:18:03] yeah that's a peek through the veil

[00:18:05] okay so I called

[00:18:07] I'm gonna give him the intro

[00:18:09] because it's too crazy

[00:18:11] I'm out back

[00:18:13] building that weird

[00:18:15] atmospheric water generator

[00:18:17] did I send you that video yet

[00:18:19] yes you did believe me I'm thinking about doing this

[00:18:21] thank god

[00:18:23] I'm saving up for it

[00:18:25] but anyway

[00:18:27] I'm out back building this thing and in the back of my head

[00:18:29] I've two things I wanted to do with

[00:18:31] pbn right off the bat

[00:18:33] when I bought it the first was

[00:18:35] I wanted to get

[00:18:37] a show on about religion

[00:18:39] I wanted to get a show on about Christianity

[00:18:41] and Stephen Menking made that happen

[00:18:43] with Reliance and he's

[00:18:45] if you didn't hear Reliance this week unbelievable

[00:18:47] but um

[00:18:49] the other thing I wanted to do was

[00:18:51] get a paranormal show on here because it's fun

[00:18:53] you see how much fun it is

[00:18:55] we just killed 20 minutes

[00:18:57] just talking about it

[00:18:59] it's a great topic

[00:19:01] and it also gives us a bit of a

[00:19:03] respite from

[00:19:05] the hells of the world everywhere

[00:19:07] um but anyway

[00:19:09] in my head I was like

[00:19:11] I'm gonna call Lisa because we talked

[00:19:13] about this stuff in the past you know

[00:19:15] and I get on the phone

[00:19:17] and I call Lisa

[00:19:19] and I don't say anything about this

[00:19:21] show I don't say anything at all

[00:19:23] about anything paranormal

[00:19:25] it's just James Collin and it's not like

[00:19:27] every time we talk we're like dude

[00:19:29] let's talk about demons and angels

[00:19:31] you know what I mean sometimes it's just whatever

[00:19:33] how you're doing you know whatever you want to come on tonight

[00:19:35] that kind of stuff

[00:19:37] so

[00:19:39] I call Lisa and she goes right off the bat

[00:19:41] into

[00:19:43] well you could tell them what you were talking about

[00:19:45] immediately picking up the phone

[00:19:47] if you remember

[00:19:49] oh you do it because

[00:19:51] I'm still

[00:19:53] freaking out over it

[00:19:55] well she's telling me all about this

[00:19:57] woman and

[00:19:59] I don't remember the woman's name in her details

[00:20:01] but and all about these things that she's been feeling

[00:20:03] and how she's feeling

[00:20:05] often

[00:20:07] and feeling things she hasn't felt

[00:20:09] before and all this kind of stuff

[00:20:11] in a

[00:20:13] I don't know what the right way to say it is

[00:20:15] and almost like a sixth sense kind

[00:20:17] of manner you know and this is

[00:20:19] before you know this is with all

[00:20:21] the crazy stuff that's happening in the world

[00:20:25] and she just breaks down all

[00:20:27] the stuff that's going on

[00:20:29] before I even get to come out and say

[00:20:31] hey you want to do

[00:20:33] like a maybe do like a paranormal show

[00:20:35] she basically lays it out

[00:20:37] for me right there before I even get the words

[00:20:39] out of my mouth

[00:20:41] it was kind of creepy Lisa I'm not going to lie

[00:20:43] it was kind of

[00:20:45] mind-ready-ish

[00:20:49] it was a little professor Xavier

[00:20:51] you know

[00:20:53] that's the thing

[00:20:55] yep

[00:20:57] so basically

[00:20:59] yeah so sorry about that

[00:21:01] yeah basically pbm family

[00:21:03] this concept is going to be

[00:21:05] about

[00:21:07] paranormal

[00:21:09] but

[00:21:11] through

[00:21:13] a sixth sense

[00:21:15] looking through

[00:21:17] avail so to speak

[00:21:19] there is nothing like it

[00:21:21] in the world

[00:21:23] I have found

[00:21:25] one other guy that is talking about the veil

[00:21:27] but he's only

[00:21:29] he's obsessed with the

[00:21:31] 33rd parallel

[00:21:33] in things that go around it

[00:21:35] but like you and I had

[00:21:37] discussed

[00:21:39] a couple weeks ago there are things

[00:21:41] happening in the world

[00:21:43] and I said I know why

[00:21:45] and

[00:21:47] what do you think of

[00:21:49] when you say the veil

[00:21:51] what is in your mind when you say the veil

[00:21:55] okay

[00:21:57] start this off

[00:21:59] I know that's a big one

[00:22:01] yeah in my family

[00:22:05] the veil would be

[00:22:07] the sixth sense

[00:22:09] third eye whatever you would call it

[00:22:13] it's normal for us

[00:22:15] certain members of the family on one side

[00:22:19] have certain gifts

[00:22:21] curses

[00:22:23] so to speak

[00:22:25] my sister

[00:22:27] went crazy from it

[00:22:29] and I knew I had a different form of it

[00:22:33] and it's we can see

[00:22:35] it's not that

[00:22:37] I'm clairaudience

[00:22:39] and

[00:22:43] when we had our conversation

[00:22:47] to discuss this

[00:22:49] I was realizing I might be

[00:22:51] becoming clairvoyant and that's what

[00:22:53] has me terrified

[00:22:55] and I've learned like

[00:22:57] in my family we are all

[00:22:59] empaths

[00:23:01] and I have been

[00:23:05] graduating

[00:23:07] promoting to a sensitive

[00:23:09] empath

[00:23:11] and

[00:23:13] it is very terrifying but with things

[00:23:15] going on in the world

[00:23:17] I told James that I thought it would be

[00:23:19] I agree with him

[00:23:21] I think it would be a great time to open up

[00:23:23] a special podcast

[00:23:25] for others like me

[00:23:27] and I'm more than willing

[00:23:29] now to put my head on the line

[00:23:31] and say

[00:23:33] you're not alone

[00:23:35] I know there are other people like me

[00:23:37] that we have been

[00:23:39] tormented

[00:23:41] thrown out of churches

[00:23:45] it doesn't matter whether we're Christian

[00:23:47] or Muslim or whatever

[00:23:49] that we have these

[00:23:51] gifts so to speak

[00:23:53] and we are aware

[00:23:55] of things that are coming

[00:23:57] and

[00:23:59] I want to find you and just

[00:24:01] talk to you

[00:24:03] and I would like this to not be

[00:24:05] like open lines

[00:24:07] because I understand

[00:24:09] what it's like

[00:24:11] it's very hard for me to

[00:24:13] discuss this

[00:24:15] that's why I'm wearing my blanket fortiana right now

[00:24:17] but

[00:24:19] I feel right now with the way

[00:24:21] the world has become

[00:24:23] the people are so depressed

[00:24:25] that

[00:24:27] a bunch of us have been awakened

[00:24:29] very recently

[00:24:31] and if anyone

[00:24:33] from the PBM family

[00:24:35] understands what I mean by that

[00:24:37] that some of us

[00:24:39] we've learned

[00:24:41] been learning

[00:24:43] last year that we were sleeper cells

[00:24:45] and

[00:24:47] it's a very scary thing to understand

[00:24:49] suddenly that you're like what is wrong

[00:24:51] with me and I want other people

[00:24:53] to know you can call me

[00:24:55] you can email me

[00:24:57] and I would love to be able to do

[00:24:59] a one-on-one that you can send

[00:25:01] me an email if you want to go on air

[00:25:03] you can give me

[00:25:05] your first name

[00:25:07] your state where you live and we just talk

[00:25:09] to know that you are not

[00:25:11] alone that what we

[00:25:13] are feeling

[00:25:15] and seeing is real

[00:25:17] and

[00:25:19] we won't have to explain ourselves because we understand

[00:25:21] we each have the different gift

[00:25:23] whereas other people

[00:25:25] I have lost friends because of this

[00:25:27] I have been kicked out of churches

[00:25:29] because of this

[00:25:31] and

[00:25:33] it's funny because here I am now in the middle

[00:25:35] of the Bible Belt I will not find a church

[00:25:37] I

[00:25:39] I will not find a church

[00:25:41] because I was telling James

[00:25:43] I judge a church by their parking lot

[00:25:45] people say one thing

[00:25:47] do other things but they are going to act

[00:25:49] real differently in a parking lot

[00:25:51] and

[00:25:53] to bring something

[00:25:55] to it right?

[00:25:57] yeah and bringing something like this up

[00:25:59] it's like

[00:26:01] no this is not a curse

[00:26:03] unless something it just

[00:26:05] is turned on so much

[00:26:07] that

[00:26:11] God would not have given this to me

[00:26:13] unless he thought I could

[00:26:15] take it

[00:26:17] and so since

[00:26:19] you brought up the idea and we started discussing it

[00:26:21] I have been consulting with a person that has been

[00:26:23] helping me understand what is happening

[00:26:25] to me that there is nothing wrong with me

[00:26:27] that what it is is a gift

[00:26:29] I am using that term

[00:26:31] in quotes because it still freaks

[00:26:33] me out

[00:26:37] and that there is a veil

[00:26:39] that there is another

[00:26:41] it's like in Stranger Things

[00:26:43] when they discuss

[00:26:45] what do they call the thing?

[00:26:47] the upside down

[00:26:49] there is an upside down

[00:26:51] there is a multiverse

[00:26:55] you know this rings even truer now

[00:26:59] because one of the craziest things that happened

[00:27:01] last week I don't know how many people

[00:27:03] heard it or anything or even cared

[00:27:05] but

[00:27:07] Tucker Carlson went on Joe Rogan

[00:27:13] it was so wild Lisa

[00:27:15] because

[00:27:17] you see Tucker Carlson on Joe Rogan

[00:27:19] and I have been watching Joe Rogan for probably 10 years too

[00:27:21] but

[00:27:23] you see Tucker Carlson on Joe Rogan and you are thinking

[00:27:25] like okay

[00:27:27] we are going to see some

[00:27:29] some good Russia talk

[00:27:31] some good conservative

[00:27:33] political talk that kind of stuff coming from

[00:27:35] Tucker

[00:27:37] and basically he opens the show

[00:27:39] for a good

[00:27:41] 30 minutes straight

[00:27:43] talking about how

[00:27:45] UFOs are

[00:27:47] demons

[00:27:49] there is a whole

[00:27:51] spiritual warfare

[00:27:53] battle taking place in the skies

[00:27:55] in the oceans above and it's being waged between

[00:27:59] some kind of

[00:28:01] spiritual forces both good and bad

[00:28:03] and the government knows about it

[00:28:05] and we don't know about it

[00:28:07] or we don't know exactly what it is

[00:28:09] and this

[00:28:11] is how the Joe Rogan Tucker Carlson

[00:28:13] show opened up for like 30 minutes

[00:28:15] you know what I mean and all I could think about

[00:28:17] was this veil conversation

[00:28:19] and

[00:28:21] about what you were saying about how

[00:28:23] because you even talked about like a

[00:28:25] feeling

[00:28:27] from up

[00:28:29] that you were getting you know like a feeling from

[00:28:31] up above

[00:28:33] and I was like

[00:28:35] man that's weird

[00:28:37] it's getting weird

[00:28:39] to have a guy like him talk about

[00:28:41] that kind of stuff is really surprising

[00:28:43] that sounds

[00:28:45] a little woo but

[00:28:47] it's

[00:28:49] funny should we bring about like the

[00:28:51] conversation like when we first met

[00:28:53] and I first introduced myself to you

[00:28:55] haha

[00:28:57] yeah why not

[00:28:59] so

[00:29:01] as many of you

[00:29:03] know I'm new

[00:29:05] to PBN

[00:29:07] kind of as like a part-time

[00:29:09] host and what had happened was

[00:29:11] last April

[00:29:13] a friend of mine on facebook

[00:29:15] hey Rita

[00:29:17] she and I

[00:29:19] through the pandemic we became friends

[00:29:21] she had posted on a

[00:29:23] costuming website because I like my costuming

[00:29:25] of

[00:29:27] hey this isn't

[00:29:29] a historical question

[00:29:31] for costuming but

[00:29:33] does anyone know how to deal with

[00:29:35] this and this and I'm thinking to myself

[00:29:37] I'm reading going oh she

[00:29:39] she needs to be a proper

[00:29:41] and I reached out to her

[00:29:43] and long story short I turned to her into a proper

[00:29:45] and I was asking what her issue

[00:29:47] was and she had this thing called

[00:29:49] Warfrats she lives in Seattle

[00:29:51] I did not know what a warfrat was

[00:29:53] but I did not know what a warfrat was

[00:29:55] and I understood how big the little monsters

[00:29:57] were so during the course

[00:29:59] of the pandemic she and I become friends

[00:30:01] and we're always there every few months

[00:30:03] we're checking in with each other

[00:30:05] but I could also tell one time when

[00:30:07] we're talking we each realize

[00:30:09] we have the gift there's certain people

[00:30:11] like I can talk to them

[00:30:13] they've got it

[00:30:15] and that's one of my things

[00:30:17] that that's

[00:30:19] I guess you called the gift

[00:30:21] and I said to her

[00:30:23] I'm going to be back in April

[00:30:25] you know

[00:30:27] you've helped me so much I took so many

[00:30:29] notes yada yada

[00:30:31] you really should start a podcast or something

[00:30:33] and I said I would not have any idea

[00:30:35] how to do this

[00:30:37] and I was already

[00:30:39] I had just joined PBN

[00:30:41] but as a listener

[00:30:43] and

[00:30:45] she said oh I've got a bunch of friends

[00:30:47] that they would love to listen

[00:30:49] like about a hundred people

[00:30:51] and I started thinking about it

[00:30:53] and I said okay

[00:30:55] something told me reach out to James

[00:30:57] so I sent him an email and said like I'm not crazy

[00:30:59] but

[00:31:01] you're reaching a different demographic

[00:31:03] have you ever thought of West Coast

[00:31:05] there are a bunch of us that are rappers

[00:31:07] so I started sure

[00:31:09] I joined up

[00:31:11] and one of the times when

[00:31:13] it was off the air we were talking

[00:31:15] and for some reason

[00:31:17] something just had me confide in James

[00:31:19] you know I said have you ever

[00:31:21] had something weird and we start talking

[00:31:23] paranormal and I was like ah kindred spirit

[00:31:25] and

[00:31:27] right after

[00:31:29] I was going on a road trip

[00:31:31] to visit a friend out in Utah

[00:31:33] and during all this

[00:31:35] going on

[00:31:37] I was listening to yet another

[00:31:39] paranormal podcast and

[00:31:43] there was a lady

[00:31:45] that

[00:31:47] I will not say her name I do not have her permission

[00:31:49] but she's actually now a friend

[00:31:51] she started talking about people having

[00:31:53] gifts or whatever

[00:31:55] and so they told me talk to her

[00:31:57] end up calling this woman

[00:31:59] and pretty much

[00:32:01] out the gate she was just like oh honey

[00:32:03] do you realize

[00:32:05] you've got the gift and I'm like oh god

[00:32:07] I don't want to hear this

[00:32:09] that's why I don't like to go get

[00:32:11] the

[00:32:13] the tarot read because I freak out

[00:32:15] I can always tell

[00:32:17] if I go to a psychic bear or something

[00:32:19] like that not that I do

[00:32:21] I can make him just look at me and go oh god

[00:32:23] I need to leave the room and I'm like oh god

[00:32:25] and it freaks me out

[00:32:27] and she had said some

[00:32:29] things and I said yeah you're talking

[00:32:31] wooed me and she goes alright

[00:32:33] you don't believe me she made me

[00:32:35] gave me an assignment

[00:32:37] and this is in between I was going to talk to James

[00:32:39] about coming on to the show

[00:32:41] so she gave me an assignment

[00:32:43] and she said

[00:32:45] you're going to go on a trip and I said

[00:32:47] she knew I was going to be going on a trip

[00:32:49] was like okay she said I want you to do this

[00:32:51] you'll see

[00:32:53] and basically it was

[00:32:55] something to protect myself

[00:32:57] while we were driving

[00:32:59] and I was

[00:33:01] leaving Utah

[00:33:03] coming back and I had a friend with me in the car

[00:33:05] we were driving on the 91 freeway

[00:33:07] and this was like

[00:33:09] um

[00:33:11] Memorial Day weekend and there was a fire

[00:33:13] at the Angel's National Forest

[00:33:15] and we couldn't see the fire

[00:33:17] but we could definitely see the smoke

[00:33:19] and the freeway going down

[00:33:21] oh god I can't believe I'm going to say this on there

[00:33:23] that's how I know it's getting good

[00:33:25] and I had totally forgotten

[00:33:27] I had totally forgotten that

[00:33:29] I had done this little prayer thing

[00:33:31] and the woman is a Christian

[00:33:33] in the sense that

[00:33:35] every religion we worship

[00:33:37] one being a deity

[00:33:39] a source god

[00:33:41] whatever you call it according to your culture

[00:33:43] I had totally forgotten about this

[00:33:45] so

[00:33:47] going down the hill

[00:33:49] it is bumper to bumper traffic but we're

[00:33:51] going at a steady clip about 15-20 miles an hour

[00:33:53] I'm in my little car

[00:33:55] my friend is sitting

[00:33:57] shotgun next to me on the right

[00:33:59] to my left

[00:34:01] according to my eyes I see a black

[00:34:03] SUV

[00:34:05] and something tells me

[00:34:07] look and I look down

[00:34:09] in the right front tire

[00:34:11] I could see it just

[00:34:13] suddenly

[00:34:15] getting bigger and bigger and I go oh my god

[00:34:17] it's going to blow and I see

[00:34:19] it I hear boom

[00:34:21] and it's right next to me I have to go oh my god

[00:34:23] it's going to hit my window I'm going to die

[00:34:25] and

[00:34:27] all of a sudden I hear

[00:34:29] nothing

[00:34:31] hit my car I see the

[00:34:33] tire

[00:34:35] just quickly bounce off

[00:34:37] whatever was I put around my car

[00:34:39] this

[00:34:41] thing that this woman told me to do

[00:34:43] go over the car

[00:34:45] the SUV and it rolls

[00:34:47] in between all the vehicles

[00:34:49] nobody stopped everyone kept going

[00:34:51] and the tire just kept going and I went oh my god

[00:34:53] it's real

[00:34:57] so that was the first time

[00:34:59] that what this woman had told me

[00:35:01] was real

[00:35:03] you're seeking people out

[00:35:05] for this show in particular

[00:35:07] or are you going to share experiences

[00:35:09] yes

[00:35:11] to both

[00:35:13] yes and yes okay

[00:35:15] to let others know that

[00:35:17] you're not alone

[00:35:19] and it would be nice

[00:35:21] to meet other people

[00:35:23] around the world

[00:35:25] and to

[00:35:27] share stories and I'm more than willing to

[00:35:29] you know that one

[00:35:31] and

[00:35:33] I remember telling that story to you

[00:35:35] one time before I went on there

[00:35:37] first time

[00:35:39] and then something I'll bring up maybe

[00:35:41] right now

[00:35:43] for the listeners

[00:35:45] oh yes I don't want this

[00:35:47] to be live I want it to be

[00:35:49] like send an email

[00:35:51] James here

[00:35:53] said there was like a special phone number

[00:35:55] you can start using that if you want to leave a message

[00:35:57] I can get in touch with you

[00:35:59] I got to think of a nice email

[00:36:01] so you can start communicating

[00:36:03] with me and we can talk

[00:36:05] actually at prepper Broadcasting.com

[00:36:07] we have a functionality

[00:36:09] where you can leave a message

[00:36:11] you don't even need to dial a phone number

[00:36:13] you can record a message right off your phone

[00:36:15] and it'll get emailed to me

[00:36:17] in audio form and then I can forward it to Lisa

[00:36:19] yes

[00:36:21] and please

[00:36:23] I don't want anyone to feel as alone as I have

[00:36:25] because

[00:36:27] like in my family

[00:36:29] things have happened where

[00:36:31] I am not

[00:36:33] in communication with my family

[00:36:35] it's brutal for me

[00:36:37] I've learned that except it

[00:36:39] and a lot of it

[00:36:41] has to do with a gift

[00:36:43] it's just

[00:36:45] Shundia

[00:36:47] yes

[00:36:49] see in my family it was

[00:36:51] especially amongst the women

[00:36:53] on both sides

[00:36:57] there was always that

[00:36:59] weird

[00:37:01] I don't know if it was necessarily

[00:37:03] like sixth sense

[00:37:05] but there was always

[00:37:07] they were always talking about magic

[00:37:09] stuff

[00:37:11] you know I mean not like

[00:37:13] Bippity-Babity Boo magic

[00:37:15] but just like the best way I could chalk it up

[00:37:17] was

[00:37:19] women's intuition but heightened

[00:37:21] you know what I mean to something that seemed

[00:37:23] like they could

[00:37:25] when things would happen they would look at each other

[00:37:27] and I don't know what I told you

[00:37:29] you know what I mean that kind of thing

[00:37:31] and it was just really prevalent

[00:37:33] it was really prevalent

[00:37:35] it was not weird

[00:37:37] my dad would rag on my mom about it from time to time

[00:37:39] but it wasn't like

[00:37:41] it's gone now

[00:37:43] when's the last time you ran into a young woman

[00:37:45] and she was like

[00:37:47] had even just

[00:37:49] give value to the woman's

[00:37:51] intuition in general

[00:37:53] yeah

[00:37:55] it is a lot of women in my family

[00:37:57] however there are a couple of guys

[00:37:59] as far as I know

[00:38:03] like you said

[00:38:05] in our family it's

[00:38:09] we just accept it

[00:38:11] however it's

[00:38:13] in trying to like

[00:38:15] be friends or something

[00:38:17] I was always

[00:38:19] I feel like I've always been the parallelogram

[00:38:21] or the trapezoid

[00:38:23] trying to keep me in the circle

[00:38:25] and

[00:38:27] I used to be so offended

[00:38:29] when I was told I was the Phoebe

[00:38:31] of the group

[00:38:33] and now I'm like you know what

[00:38:35] I've got the wand I've got freaking glitter

[00:38:37] let's do this

[00:38:39] because

[00:38:41] I've learned to accept it

[00:38:43] and especially

[00:38:45] like

[00:38:47] after I started coming on

[00:38:49] the network just discussing my preps

[00:38:51] and

[00:38:53] then

[00:38:55] oh I haven't even told you the other stuff yet

[00:38:57] James oh let's do it now

[00:38:59] not long after

[00:39:01] is when

[00:39:03] I started realizing something was happening

[00:39:05] oh well

[00:39:07] there was a life issue

[00:39:09] that had happened for me

[00:39:11] in

[00:39:13] 2015-2016

[00:39:15] and I left a very

[00:39:17] very scary

[00:39:19] marriage it started

[00:39:21] beautifully but

[00:39:23] my ex husband started drinking after being sober

[00:39:25] for several years

[00:39:27] and

[00:39:29] I

[00:39:31] literally had a flea

[00:39:33] for my life

[00:39:35] and I came back down to California

[00:39:37] where I was living in west

[00:39:39] Washington absolutely lived it up there

[00:39:41] I was heartbroken have to leave

[00:39:43] and

[00:39:45] when I was married to that

[00:39:47] guy

[00:39:49] I shut down

[00:39:51] the gift

[00:39:53] and if

[00:39:55] I had not

[00:39:57] if I had left it on

[00:39:59] because during my life I always

[00:40:01] lived with my intuition

[00:40:03] I don't know what made me

[00:40:05] shut it down

[00:40:07] for this guy

[00:40:09] but

[00:40:11] everything that could possibly go wrong

[00:40:13] went wrong

[00:40:15] with this man

[00:40:17] and one of these days I could tell you about

[00:40:19] the apartment I should have known

[00:40:21] I was like oh my god

[00:40:23] normally I could

[00:40:25] I'm not like one of those Miss Cleo

[00:40:27] that oh no I'm the kind of person

[00:40:29] that is like oh someone died here

[00:40:31] I'm turning right back around

[00:40:33] I wouldn't know like the apartment we ran

[00:40:35] was bad really really bad

[00:40:39] not haunted but like there was something

[00:40:41] in it that made people do

[00:40:43] the craziest things

[00:40:45] but anyways I come back down here to California

[00:40:47] and I was just

[00:40:49] a wreck I have never had

[00:40:51] anything like this happen ever

[00:40:53] and

[00:40:55] I had a former friend

[00:40:57] that she also has the sense and she said

[00:40:59] one time you need to come to

[00:41:01] a psychic where I said girl I am

[00:41:03] no no no no

[00:41:05] she goes oh just come on get her terror red

[00:41:07] and I said you know I don't like those things

[00:41:09] she goes why I said just I don't know why

[00:41:11] I just don't like them

[00:41:13] she goes come on let's just it's something to do

[00:41:15] I was like oh fine

[00:41:17] so it's a place in

[00:41:19] Orange

[00:41:21] or is it Anaheim

[00:41:23] Anaheim it's a well known place

[00:41:25] the learning light harbor

[00:41:27] and twice a year they have

[00:41:29] a psychic there

[00:41:31] and for the most part it is definitely

[00:41:33] you know boho

[00:41:35] chic people but there are a few

[00:41:39] people that are gifted

[00:41:41] and you pay them like 25 bucks

[00:41:43] you get to see three people

[00:41:45] and what ended up happening that night

[00:41:47] really changed my life

[00:41:49] it was so weird

[00:41:51] so here I am

[00:41:53] my energy is like low

[00:41:55] I am just realizing god

[00:41:57] I have escaped something

[00:41:59] and I am in fear of where I am at

[00:42:01] mentally

[00:42:03] and

[00:42:05] the room is

[00:42:07] imagine a church hallway

[00:42:09] and

[00:42:11] I swear to god I was like

[00:42:13] look at that

[00:42:15] Stevie Nixon various

[00:42:17] forms of clothing

[00:42:19] stages of life

[00:42:21] they are all wearing the little crystal

[00:42:23] and I am just going oh god

[00:42:25] why am I here I need a stiff drink

[00:42:27] and something tells me to go to the left

[00:42:29] and I go in this room

[00:42:31] and mind you there is

[00:42:33] maybe 60 people in this building it is loud

[00:42:35] you cannot hear anything

[00:42:37] and long story short

[00:42:39] I ended up meeting three people

[00:42:41] and all three of them

[00:42:43] ended up

[00:42:45] giving me the same tarot reading

[00:42:47] same layout

[00:42:49] same exact

[00:42:51] cards that showed up

[00:42:53] and I couldn't tell

[00:42:55] what they exactly were now

[00:42:57] I just know what the main meaning

[00:42:59] I ended up consulting a friend of mine

[00:43:01] that she is a rocket scientist

[00:43:03] and I said what are the flipping odds

[00:43:05] something like that happening

[00:43:07] and she said whatever it was

[00:43:09] she said the universe is just hitting you

[00:43:11] with a 2x4

[00:43:13] and she didn't want to know anything else

[00:43:15] but basically the first one

[00:43:17] was the strongest one

[00:43:19] and it was this gentleman

[00:43:21] and

[00:43:23] I remember sitting down

[00:43:25] how much time do we have I don't want to go over

[00:43:27] as much as you want

[00:43:29] oh god

[00:43:31] ok here we go

[00:43:33] I sit down

[00:43:35] and he's smiling and I notice

[00:43:37] he's looking over my shoulders

[00:43:39] and I'm looking around myself

[00:43:43] and I said is there something wrong

[00:43:45] and he's just like no

[00:43:47] no he looks at me

[00:43:49] and I don't know if any

[00:43:51] of you are aware

[00:43:53] what a psychic number is

[00:43:55] I don't know if you're aware of it James

[00:43:57] a psychic number

[00:43:59] yeah there

[00:44:01] when you have a gift everyone has the gift

[00:44:03] it's just some of us

[00:44:05] have more

[00:44:07] like in our families it's innate

[00:44:09] so I'm willing to think you're a 7

[00:44:11] and

[00:44:13] apparently

[00:44:15] I'm an 8

[00:44:17] and

[00:44:19] the guy looks at me and he says

[00:44:21] you need to be over here

[00:44:23] on my side of the table

[00:44:25] and I go come again

[00:44:27] he goes do you know what your number is

[00:44:29] and I go oh that psychic number

[00:44:31] he goes yeah and he goes

[00:44:33] do you realize you need to be here

[00:44:35] you should be learning

[00:44:37] he goes you're powerful

[00:44:39] I go no I'm not

[00:44:41] no I'm not uh-uh no

[00:44:43] and he said well let's begin

[00:44:45] I'm sorry is there somebody disturbing you

[00:44:47] and he goes he looks at me

[00:44:49] as he's shuffling this

[00:44:51] deck of tarot cards

[00:44:53] he said um

[00:44:55] okay he goes

[00:44:57] you know how there's different layouts

[00:44:59] for tarot

[00:45:01] yeah

[00:45:03] mind you all three people

[00:45:05] did the same thing an upside down cross

[00:45:07] okay these are three people

[00:45:09] in three different rooms

[00:45:11] never saw each other never heard each other

[00:45:13] so the guy hands me the card

[00:45:15] he holds he puts the deck

[00:45:17] face down he says pick a card

[00:45:19] and I remember touching it

[00:45:21] oh no and he goes what and it burned

[00:45:23] the cards

[00:45:25] were like

[00:45:27] dry ice to me

[00:45:29] I said no I can't touch these

[00:45:31] and he goes whoa

[00:45:33] he goes what does it feel like I said like I just

[00:45:35] touched something really really cold

[00:45:37] and he's like whoa okay

[00:45:39] he goes hun you need to be over here

[00:45:41] no I do not and he goes oh yeah you do

[00:45:43] so he brings out

[00:45:45] a few more decks

[00:45:47] and I pick one and it was like blue and gold

[00:45:49] or whatever and he's shuffling it again

[00:45:51] and again he's looking over my shoulder

[00:45:53] and as he's shuffling

[00:45:55] he says

[00:45:57] gotta ask you a question he introduces himself

[00:45:59] I introduce myself he said

[00:46:01] do you believe in angels

[00:46:03] I said most certainly not

[00:46:05] my sister was crazy

[00:46:07] she was obsessed about him but then again

[00:46:09] crazy why do you ask

[00:46:11] and he said well you got something

[00:46:13] behind you you might want to

[00:46:15] start to believe

[00:46:17] and I went yeah right and he goes oh no no

[00:46:19] no no and he said

[00:46:23] he's looking and he said

[00:46:25] you know anything about

[00:46:27] the hierarchy of angels

[00:46:29] I go yeah I was

[00:46:31] Roman Catholic why and he said

[00:46:33] you've got some archangels

[00:46:35] behind you

[00:46:37] you're something bad

[00:46:39] has happened to you they're here to protect you

[00:46:41] and I went

[00:46:45] huh and he said

[00:46:47] um he said you've heard them

[00:46:49] and I went so I wasn't crazy

[00:46:51] mind you he's still

[00:46:53] shuffling the tarot

[00:46:55] so he now starts laying

[00:46:57] out the cards they're all

[00:46:59] turned away from me

[00:47:01] facing him and he said

[00:47:03] oh god this is hard

[00:47:05] he said

[00:47:07] um before I start

[00:47:09] doing the reading

[00:47:11] he's shuffling whatever's left

[00:47:13] you said you know how many there are

[00:47:15] they're not real

[00:47:17] and he goes yeah he goes

[00:47:19] I'm looking right at him

[00:47:21] he goes they're really really big

[00:47:23] and I'm going

[00:47:25] what

[00:47:27] and he said

[00:47:29] on the count of three

[00:47:31] you're going to say the number

[00:47:33] because he goes you already know

[00:47:35] honey you need to be on this side of the table

[00:47:37] you already know how many there are

[00:47:39] and I'm going to flip a card and he goes

[00:47:41] I'm willing to bet we're going to be dead on

[00:47:43] so he's flipping

[00:47:45] he's flipping and he goes count of three

[00:47:47] one two three and I said three

[00:47:49] he flips the card it's three

[00:47:51] wow and I went oh my god

[00:47:53] he goes yep you might want to keep believing

[00:47:55] and he said

[00:47:57] by the way they love the name you gave him

[00:47:59] and I went

[00:48:01] they can hear me

[00:48:03] honey do you know your number

[00:48:05] yes you can talk to him

[00:48:07] I went no no no no no

[00:48:09] and he said uncle here's

[00:48:11] what are their names and I go

[00:48:13] Huey Dewey and Louie

[00:48:15] oh no

[00:48:17] he says no no that's not it

[00:48:19] one of them is definitely not shaking his head

[00:48:21] no he goes they're saying the other

[00:48:23] names and I went oh no

[00:48:25] and he looks at me

[00:48:27] and he goes what is it and I go

[00:48:29] Larry Moe and Curly

[00:48:31] and he says yeah

[00:48:33] Moe's the one that's been beating you with a two by four

[00:48:35] and I went

[00:48:37] oh my god

[00:48:39] he says sweetie they're real

[00:48:41] and it took me a while to have to

[00:48:43] accept this

[00:48:47] and so basically

[00:48:49] with the tear of the head

[00:48:51] he was able

[00:48:53] him and then the other two people

[00:48:55] had basically said the same

[00:48:57] thing that

[00:48:59] what I had escaped

[00:49:01] I was damn lucky

[00:49:03] in that

[00:49:05] I have a lot of lessons

[00:49:07] because of it

[00:49:09] and the gift

[00:49:11] I should never have turned it off

[00:49:13] it needs to be

[00:49:15] a part of me as it always has been

[00:49:17] to just accept it

[00:49:19] and that

[00:49:21] when

[00:49:23] my lessons have learned he goes you will be

[00:49:25] mistress of your domain

[00:49:27] that's creepy

[00:49:29] okay

[00:49:31] and so

[00:49:35] just to test it

[00:49:37] yeah so when I that whole night after I left

[00:49:39] my friend was asking so

[00:49:41] how was it for you when I went

[00:49:43] currently I got body guards

[00:49:45] she goes

[00:49:47] really? and I go

[00:49:49] yeah there are angels

[00:49:51] and she goes dude what have you gotten into

[00:49:53] that you need archangels and I went really

[00:49:55] you're not even Catholic you know what this is all about right

[00:49:57] and

[00:49:59] I was not to learn the names and that's okay

[00:50:01] but

[00:50:03] they were there to guide me

[00:50:05] and it took

[00:50:07] see that was

[00:50:09] 2016

[00:50:11] May or June and I've been down in California

[00:50:13] just trying to get myself

[00:50:15] mentally back

[00:50:17] so I was like alright see you guys

[00:50:19] can hear me alright guys and it's something

[00:50:21] I still do now

[00:50:23] is that I always ask for signs

[00:50:25] and it's usually

[00:50:27] things that you don't see

[00:50:29] a lot

[00:50:31] it's out of season

[00:50:33] or

[00:50:35] something you would not

[00:50:37] normally see in that part of the world

[00:50:39] kind of a thing

[00:50:41] and

[00:50:43] like one time I was on a road

[00:50:45] trip with some very good friends that

[00:50:47] when I was on the radio

[00:50:49] that one time we get

[00:50:51] yeah the same friends they're like they're my family

[00:50:53] we went on a road trip up to Washington

[00:50:55] and I said

[00:50:57] I'm asking for a sign if this might be the place

[00:50:59] for me to be

[00:51:01] and Mary was like what was

[00:51:03] the sign I said white feather

[00:51:05] she goes white feather

[00:51:07] and I go yeah

[00:51:09] and we stop in this one town to take

[00:51:11] a break and I kid you not

[00:51:13] we're walking somewhere and there was

[00:51:15] a perfect circle

[00:51:17] of white feathers

[00:51:19] what? in front of us

[00:51:21] and I went

[00:51:23] and I remember Mary and I remember looking up going

[00:51:25] really guys this is the answer

[00:51:27] are you kidding me and Mary's

[00:51:29] looking at me she goes

[00:51:31] whatever it was you were asking

[00:51:33] she goes I think this is their answer

[00:51:35] so

[00:51:37] her husband is more

[00:51:39] analytical he's not into this

[00:51:41] she's kind of leaning

[00:51:43] we're looking for blood making like maybe somebody

[00:51:45] you know a cat killed no

[00:51:47] we cannot find any blood it was just like

[00:51:49] all these feathers were just in a bloody

[00:51:51] circle I was like okay

[00:51:53] but the weird thing is

[00:51:55] I forgot what the question was but I had something to do with

[00:51:57] like if I should be in Washington or

[00:51:59] somewhere else well now I know

[00:52:01] the answer is actually out here

[00:52:05] so yeah I'm putting it out there

[00:52:07] for the world that yeah

[00:52:09] I've learned that I do have

[00:52:11] guardian angels

[00:52:13] um

[00:52:15] I'm glad that

[00:52:17] of this so called

[00:52:19] gift that I don't have Claire audience

[00:52:21] I

[00:52:23] now understand Joan of Arc

[00:52:25] she was a Claire audience

[00:52:27] and look what happened to her

[00:52:29] what do you mean I don't know what that means

[00:52:31] you hear voices

[00:52:33] heavenly voices

[00:52:35] Claire audience

[00:52:37] she could hear things

[00:52:39] she could hear things through the veil

[00:52:43] and in my family

[00:52:45] burnt her alive

[00:52:47] she was hearing voices she wasn't mentally

[00:52:49] disturbed as an innocent

[00:52:55] yeah she could hear them

[00:52:57] and in my family

[00:52:59] we're a different type of Claire audience

[00:53:01] not like

[00:53:03] we can see into the future

[00:53:05] we just have definite

[00:53:07] feelings and this is one reason

[00:53:09] why I'm glad we're doing this because

[00:53:11] it's I'm getting my boots

[00:53:13] I get my

[00:53:15] I'm touching the chakra

[00:53:17] point my foot area

[00:53:21] that I like it

[00:53:23] I like it if my

[00:53:25] I'm kind of interested to see where

[00:53:27] it goes

[00:53:29] yeah and in

[00:53:31] okay I'm starting to get on my out

[00:53:33] of my blanket here we go

[00:53:35] what is it called you're 14

[00:53:37] what is it my blanket 40 on

[00:53:39] a 40 on that

[00:53:43] I feel right about it

[00:53:45] that I don't want people to

[00:53:47] be afraid know that

[00:53:49] we can hold hands

[00:53:51] and you know through the veil just

[00:53:53] we're gonna get through this because we are

[00:53:55] seeing things that are about to happen

[00:53:57] that we are

[00:53:59] here to help

[00:54:01] people

[00:54:03] not through prepping

[00:54:05] in that sense though I

[00:54:07] am still very much a self-reliant

[00:54:09] child

[00:54:11] is so what's about to happen this

[00:54:13] next few years

[00:54:15] as we all know that the world is just

[00:54:17] falling to crap

[00:54:19] and I still think it's lizard

[00:54:21] overlords

[00:54:23] what definitely is

[00:54:25] yeah that

[00:54:27] there are things happening like

[00:54:29] my sleep has been messed up

[00:54:31] since

[00:54:33] the first barge

[00:54:35] hit that pier in Maryland

[00:54:37] this is exactly what she tells me

[00:54:39] I immediately as I call her

[00:54:41] this is exactly

[00:54:43] what you said

[00:54:45] he said my sleep has been messed up

[00:54:47] for days James

[00:54:49] so just imagine

[00:54:51] just imagine you call

[00:54:53] somebody and that's one of the first things they say to you

[00:54:55] and you're thinking

[00:54:57] about asking them to come on and do

[00:54:59] a parent

[00:55:01] and I throw this at them

[00:55:03] and then I basically tell them on top of that

[00:55:05] there's going to be more boom

[00:55:07] yeah I'm sorry

[00:55:09] just don't ask me where

[00:55:11] but I just know they're happening

[00:55:13] and

[00:55:15] like the other thing

[00:55:17] that I've since been learning is

[00:55:19] for anyone out there

[00:55:21] if you've been having

[00:55:23] the angel number show up

[00:55:25] we need to talk

[00:55:27] I'd like to know what yours were

[00:55:29] because

[00:55:31] I did not understand what angel numbers were

[00:55:33] till

[00:55:35] last summer

[00:55:37] after meeting James and going on

[00:55:39] pbn that that was

[00:55:41] the first time I was

[00:55:43] actually getting that

[00:55:45] now let me throw this one at you

[00:55:47] James have you been getting your

[00:55:49] have you been getting hit with

[00:55:51] um angelic numbers

[00:55:53] no

[00:55:55] I

[00:55:57] you know what they are right

[00:55:59] no

[00:56:01] no I do not but I have

[00:56:03] in the way that you have

[00:56:05] talked about I mean I can't say that I was

[00:56:07] really ever any kind of

[00:56:09] gifted in that regard I was just a

[00:56:11] studier of that kind of stuff

[00:56:13] but

[00:56:15] it's possible it is possible

[00:56:17] but

[00:56:19] I have been so engrossed

[00:56:21] in

[00:56:23] doing right now

[00:56:25] that I'm sure if there's anything

[00:56:27] out there trying to reach

[00:56:29] me in the way that you blocked

[00:56:31] it out once in your life I know

[00:56:33] I'm blocking it out right now

[00:56:35] just out of sheer like

[00:56:37] you know routine and tasks

[00:56:39] of things to do and this and this and this has

[00:56:41] to get done like that functionality

[00:56:43] has got to be either

[00:56:45] tuned way down or

[00:56:47] silenced all together

[00:56:49] yeah I think that's one reason why

[00:56:51] I chose out here and where I'm living

[00:56:53] in Nashville

[00:56:55] that it's a very very quiet

[00:56:57] spot

[00:56:59] um

[00:57:01] I noticed like I couldn't be on the

[00:57:03] matrix with the rest of you guys

[00:57:05] because there's too much noise

[00:57:07] and ever since

[00:57:09] I

[00:57:11] got flipped on

[00:57:13] I'm finding that

[00:57:15] I have been more of a hermit

[00:57:17] because

[00:57:19] there's something going on with me

[00:57:21] and I've been told

[00:57:23] you're not going crazy it's just you're learning to

[00:57:25] accept what's happening

[00:57:27] and

[00:57:29] I can't

[00:57:31] yeah I don't know why so

[00:57:33] it's I'm evolving too and this is where

[00:57:35] it would be nice to meet other people that

[00:57:37] they've had your angel numbers

[00:57:39] so basically what angel numbers are

[00:57:41] like what happened for me was

[00:57:43] not long after meeting James

[00:57:45] starting on PBM

[00:57:47] I started losing sleep

[00:57:49] but I would wake up

[00:57:51] at the weirdest times I would wake up

[00:57:53] at 10 11

[00:57:55] 11

[00:57:57] 11 12

[00:57:59] 12 34

[00:58:01] 12 12 12 13

[00:58:03] um 123

[00:58:05] 234 345

[00:58:07] 445

[00:58:09] and I was like and I would

[00:58:11] wake straight up

[00:58:13] not like I had had a nightmare

[00:58:15] like okay time to start your day

[00:58:17] and I could not for the life

[00:58:19] of me remember

[00:58:21] what I

[00:58:23] what I dreamt of

[00:58:25] but I knew something

[00:58:27] was happening

[00:58:29] and

[00:58:31] I didn't think anything of it I just kept thinking

[00:58:33] gosh I'm just losing a ton of sleep

[00:58:35] and

[00:58:37] it wasn't till

[00:58:41] June or July

[00:58:43] that I was on

[00:58:45] a campfire discord

[00:58:47] and

[00:58:49] it was pretty much the second time

[00:58:51] I would actually meet this lady

[00:58:53] and we found a bunch of us

[00:58:55] were on it

[00:58:57] and we all found out

[00:58:59] in essence that we were sleeper cells

[00:59:01] that we are being

[00:59:03] this is where to me this is going to sound

[00:59:05] so woo

[00:59:07] go with the woo

[00:59:09] we're here for the woo

[00:59:11] I

[00:59:13] that

[00:59:15] I started noting

[00:59:17] the times I was waking up but for me

[00:59:19] it had to be it was very you know, 123

[00:59:21] as you could hear the patterns

[00:59:23] those were the times I was waking up

[00:59:25] and we were told those are angel numbers

[00:59:27] you need to look them up and what they're going to mean

[00:59:29] and mine I was just like

[00:59:31] all over the freaking board I was like

[00:59:33] whaaat

[00:59:35] so I remember

[00:59:37] I started I-Ming this person

[00:59:39] and she said

[00:59:41] you're going to find out what it is

[00:59:43] you'll know

[00:59:45] and

[00:59:47] pretty much was

[00:59:49] part of it was manifestation

[00:59:51] look what happened how I landed that crazy job

[00:59:53] even though it blew up

[00:59:55] the way it did

[00:59:57] but

[00:59:59] the whole time

[01:00:05] it was scary

[01:00:07] I just went cross country

[01:00:09] but the thing is

[01:00:11] this was like this is it

[01:00:13] you need to do it

[01:00:15] who the hell does that

[01:00:17] you're willing to leave

[01:00:19] a darn good job

[01:00:21] even though it was in a scary living situation

[01:00:25] and it felt right

[01:00:27] I had no problem

[01:00:29] no no no

[01:00:31] and it felt right it was like

[01:00:33] coming home and then like during the

[01:00:35] tornado

[01:00:37] when I was on the phone

[01:00:39] maybe I hope it was our fault

[01:00:41] because now we're out of California right

[01:00:43] right

[01:00:45] during the tornado

[01:00:47] when I'm on the phone

[01:00:49] Steve and Mary again

[01:00:51] they're like get in the bathtub cover yourself up

[01:00:53] I'm like

[01:00:55] I just knew I was going to be fine

[01:00:57] I just sat there and did the little prayer thing

[01:00:59] of protect this complex

[01:01:01] protect us

[01:01:03] I don't know if it was spirit helping

[01:01:05] but I knew

[01:01:07] the dog and I were going to be fine

[01:01:09] even though I was still you know

[01:01:11] I was calm

[01:01:13] I was not freaked out

[01:01:15] I only freaked out when the weird lightning

[01:01:17] the way the sheet lightning hit

[01:01:19] I've never seen that that was cool

[01:01:21] and like the nine scary weeks

[01:01:23] of unemployment

[01:01:25] yeah it was scary but through it all

[01:01:27] the oaks was like you're okay girl

[01:01:29] you got this

[01:01:31] you're gonna be okay

[01:01:33] and I don't know

[01:01:35] like personally know you really well

[01:01:37] but you were

[01:01:39] uncharacteristically confident

[01:01:41] for the situation you were in

[01:01:43] I was worried

[01:01:45] I got a little scared

[01:01:47] man she's moved all the way over here

[01:01:49] and you know I don't know

[01:01:51] how this is going to work out now

[01:01:53] and he really did seem

[01:01:55] yeah it's just said

[01:01:57] it's okay

[01:01:59] it's fine and

[01:02:01] okay fine

[01:02:03] alright guys I got it

[01:02:05] I get it

[01:02:07] like lately

[01:02:09] I haven't had

[01:02:11] ever since last summer

[01:02:13] I have not been getting the weird downloads

[01:02:15] I had only one so far this year

[01:02:21] but

[01:02:23] this is where it's like

[01:02:25] I want to know if there's anyone else that's had that

[01:02:27] I want to hear what yours were

[01:02:29] I'm starting to learn

[01:02:31] what

[01:02:33] something else is happening

[01:02:35] to me

[01:02:37] because

[01:02:39] when

[01:02:41] that job disappeared

[01:02:43] that brought me out here

[01:02:45] it's put me into one hell of a financial hole

[01:02:47] and I've been trying to pay it off

[01:02:49] and I was starting

[01:02:51] to get a handle on it

[01:02:53] and then the oaks kicked in

[01:02:55] recently

[01:02:57] and it's like

[01:02:59] it

[01:03:01] it's going to sound so weird

[01:03:03] James it was saying no you need to get some of this

[01:03:05] you need to get this business

[01:03:07] why am I doing this

[01:03:09] and they're like you'll see very soon

[01:03:11] that's all I've been told

[01:03:13] and it's just really weird the stuff I've got

[01:03:15] I'm like what the hell

[01:03:17] I don't get it but I'm like alright

[01:03:19] now we got to know

[01:03:21] well

[01:03:23] when we lost the power

[01:03:25] right after

[01:03:27] the tornado

[01:03:29] I was like

[01:03:31] I was like okay

[01:03:33] look at this I'm now out of my blanket

[01:03:35] for Tiana

[01:03:37] I'm walking it back to my bedroom

[01:03:39] okay this is good this is good

[01:03:41] um

[01:03:43] what was I

[01:03:45] about weird stuff

[01:03:47] that you were getting

[01:03:49] it was like okay I've got my preps

[01:03:51] you know and

[01:03:53] I started ramping up

[01:03:55] where it was I was telling Sarah this

[01:03:57] and I had her laughing the other day

[01:03:59] Sarah Hathaway

[01:04:01] changing her series

[01:04:03] I'm two characters recurring characters

[01:04:05] thank you very much I'm proud of that

[01:04:07] I said one of the weird things

[01:04:09] was like

[01:04:11] teach yourself canning you came here

[01:04:13] you need to start ramping up

[01:04:15] hard so

[01:04:17] I've been making

[01:04:19] I don't do resolutions I do goals

[01:04:21] so I said okay

[01:04:23] so I've been canning like there's no tomorrow

[01:04:25] and in my apartment it's definitely

[01:04:27] not 120 square feet it's

[01:04:29] 700 somewhat square feet

[01:04:31] where are you going to put canned food

[01:04:33] so

[01:04:35] I suddenly told me

[01:04:37] you need to go to this one habitat for humanity

[01:04:39] fine fine I'll just go to it

[01:04:41] I've been doing

[01:04:43] I've been guess what

[01:04:45] I'm putting my canned food

[01:04:47] I'm putting

[01:04:49] in I'm looking at them right now

[01:04:51] file cabinets

[01:04:53] oh yeah I love that idea

[01:04:55] Sarah was talking about it the other night did you hear

[01:04:57] you may not have heard

[01:04:59] no no I haven't

[01:05:01] yeah I told her she laughed so hard she goes

[01:05:03] I would have never thought of it now this is what

[01:05:05] happened was one of these things were

[01:05:07] one of the weird things that have been happening

[01:05:09] to me they were like no the file cabinets

[01:05:11] you're going to need those

[01:05:13] okay and

[01:05:15] they're like you need to get this so

[01:05:17] I suddenly found

[01:05:19] that website I told you about I've got

[01:05:21] enough herbs to make stuff

[01:05:23] it's like some they're having me ramp up

[01:05:25] times five

[01:05:27] so that tells me in the Dave Jones

[01:05:29] language you're prepping your ass off

[01:05:31] yep

[01:05:33] and that's how he put it

[01:05:35] I was just you know

[01:05:37] as the budget as the budget and it's

[01:05:39] like the weird thing has been

[01:05:41] saying no no no no no no

[01:05:43] it's here it's happening

[01:05:45] you need to catch up

[01:05:47] you were so behind and

[01:05:49] right now it's like okay you're okay but

[01:05:51] and I'm like I've had to put

[01:05:53] a foot down but no no no

[01:05:55] this is where to me

[01:05:57] I'm like oh it's getting

[01:05:59] too woo but it's

[01:06:03] it is what it is

[01:06:05] following the

[01:06:07] Oots where

[01:06:09] and the Oots is from

[01:06:11] the beautician and the beast

[01:06:13] I always thought that was great with

[01:06:15] Fran Drescher called her

[01:06:17] the Oots

[01:06:19] it's

[01:06:21] wow I forgot all about her

[01:06:23] lover

[01:06:25] where is something that is urging me

[01:06:27] and I just learned okay

[01:06:29] there's a reason

[01:06:31] I may not know it now

[01:06:33] and then when it becomes apparent then I go

[01:06:35] thank you thank you so much it's okay

[01:06:37] thank you

[01:06:39] I want to see what happens when we get a bunch of you together

[01:06:41] yeah

[01:06:43] you know once you stop bringing people on and everything

[01:06:45] there's some of the other stuff that it was like

[01:06:47] you need to get manual tools

[01:06:49] and I'm like oh shit

[01:06:51] are you kidding me

[01:06:53] I mean I've gotten myself a hatchet

[01:06:55] a special type of pruner

[01:06:57] for wood to cut wood

[01:06:59] and it was like learn how to make a fire

[01:07:01] you really need to and I'm like what is going on

[01:07:03] and it's just no

[01:07:05] it's like I have a hand on my shoulders

[01:07:07] saying no you need to learn this

[01:07:09] you need to learn this and it's like

[01:07:11] okay and it's

[01:07:13] the biggest skills I've been learning since

[01:07:15] coming out here but it was

[01:07:17] aside from the prepping

[01:07:19] now that we're bringing this new podcast

[01:07:21] on

[01:07:23] this has been a driving force

[01:07:25] to me that is said

[01:07:27] you need to

[01:07:31] ramp it up

[01:07:33] and you're gonna be okay but ramp it up

[01:07:37] and it's scary

[01:07:39] to hear you know

[01:07:41] first you're not sleeping

[01:07:43] and then you're being told by a total stranger

[01:07:45] yes you've all become

[01:07:47] your guys have pretty much sleeper cells

[01:07:49] you're now God's warriors

[01:07:51] what?

[01:07:53] I was like no I'm nobody I'm just little

[01:07:55] me you know just trying to get by

[01:07:57] who am I

[01:07:59] I'm nobody special

[01:08:01] that's the other thing where I'm just like why

[01:08:03] why

[01:08:05] this doesn't even look like an apartment

[01:08:07] it looks like an office now with all the file cabinets

[01:08:09] I love that

[01:08:11] I'll send you the pictures

[01:08:13] it's hysteric I mean I sent them to Sarah

[01:08:15] I know I had her in stitches

[01:08:17] but it's great because

[01:08:19] it does what it does but it was like

[01:08:21] the Oots was like no get this one

[01:08:23] get that one I'm like okay fine

[01:08:27] and it feels good

[01:08:29] when you said that I

[01:08:31] thought about it prayed about it going you know what

[01:08:33] I think this was one of the

[01:08:35] things that I was downloaded for was to

[01:08:37] help find

[01:08:39] other people to reach out and say okay

[01:08:41] you know like Xavier with his

[01:08:43] hat and he's trying to find

[01:08:45] the other mutants I'm putting on

[01:08:47] the hats I don't want to reach out

[01:08:49] and say look Cerebro

[01:08:51] you're not alone

[01:08:53] okay so I think we're gonna

[01:08:55] call it through the veil

[01:08:57] I believe I like that one

[01:08:59] but we're calling this episode the portals

[01:09:01] and goblins

[01:09:03] we gotta keep these things a little

[01:09:05] light-hearted in the early stages

[01:09:07] yeah yes definitely

[01:09:09] if you want to talk paranormal

[01:09:11] oh yeah because I found out

[01:09:13] where I'm living in this part of

[01:09:15] Nashville did you know I'm within

[01:09:17] a two to three hour

[01:09:19] drive from any kind

[01:09:21] of paranormal cryptid stuff like

[01:09:23] Hopkinsville goblins

[01:09:25] the LBL

[01:09:27] uh

[01:09:29] the Mount Pleasant

[01:09:31] no but if we want to do a PBM road

[01:09:33] trip I'm sure

[01:09:35] we could meet to

[01:09:37] find some goblins

[01:09:39] I think the Hopkinsville

[01:09:41] would love to do that

[01:09:43] Hopkinsville goblins

[01:09:45] they're about two hour drive from here

[01:09:47] the other one that I was told

[01:09:49] of anything

[01:09:51] when I spoke to this person

[01:09:53] he said you like that paranormal stuff

[01:09:55] so yeah I kind of too

[01:09:57] you need to avoid one place in particular

[01:09:59] so I've made a point

[01:10:01] I really really want to go

[01:10:03] um

[01:10:05] have you ever taken that trip

[01:10:07] the haunted mansion

[01:10:09] ride and they said you're in the car

[01:10:11] you'd be careful what do you wish for

[01:10:13] you don't want to bring home a ghost

[01:10:15] it's my favorite ride

[01:10:17] yeah

[01:10:19] I was told I need to avoid

[01:10:21] a certain town

[01:10:23] south of here that has a certain

[01:10:25] opening

[01:10:27] because

[01:10:29] I would be like the freaking antenna

[01:10:31] and I would probably

[01:10:33] have an attachment and I was told

[01:10:35] you don't want that so

[01:10:37] even though I would really like to do it

[01:10:39] because

[01:10:41] the crazy paranormal person in me wants

[01:10:43] to see this

[01:10:45] I don't want to come home with something like that

[01:10:47] uh-uh I would not know how to deal with it

[01:10:49] but uh yeah I just

[01:10:51] it's a

[01:10:53] that's a deep one

[01:10:55] I'm almost

[01:10:57] in the same frame of mind

[01:10:59] where you are with like what would happen

[01:11:01] hahahaha

[01:11:03] like what would it be

[01:11:05] well I had a weird dream not long

[01:11:07] before coming out here

[01:11:09] that I went on a road trip

[01:11:11] to the LBL

[01:11:13] because there was a

[01:11:15] lady that was on facebook

[01:11:17] that she and her husband were from

[01:11:19] the west coast they bought some property out by the

[01:11:21] LBL they started a tiny

[01:11:23] home community

[01:11:25] this person has disappeared off facebook by the way

[01:11:27] and they had

[01:11:29] they had openings for people that wanted to bring

[01:11:31] their tiny home and you could buy

[01:11:33] and it would be like a communal

[01:11:35] living there would be like a communal garden

[01:11:37] however they said

[01:11:39] you have to sign an NDA because they have

[01:11:41] very special guests

[01:11:43] that come by twice a year

[01:11:45] certain big

[01:11:47] commoned guests

[01:11:49] oh Jesus

[01:11:51] sign me up

[01:11:53] right

[01:11:55] and I can't find them

[01:11:57] I'm like darn

[01:11:59] so I had this other dream where I was like okay

[01:12:01] I'm gonna go to the LBL and then it was

[01:12:03] a weird dream that I thought I better listen to this

[01:12:05] where

[01:12:07] I see myself in my car

[01:12:09] and then suddenly I am

[01:12:11] third person and all I see

[01:12:13] are my sneakers my

[01:12:15] driver's side door is open

[01:12:17] and I'm a chapter in the next David Polite's

[01:12:19] book

[01:12:21] Lisa T

[01:12:23] where me da da

[01:12:25] living in Nashville goes on a road trip and has never heard from again all

[01:12:27] she's that are proud of her shoes

[01:12:29] and I'm like great a dog man got me

[01:12:31] okay we're not going there

[01:12:33] I thought I'll say go with a bunch of people

[01:12:35] there you go

[01:12:37] sounds like a trip worth

[01:12:39] taking I don't know

[01:12:41] it would be fun to be kind of lighthearted

[01:12:43] there's so many other paranormal podcasts

[01:12:45] but something like this though

[01:12:47] especially because

[01:12:49] of what's happening in the world

[01:12:51] it makes me feel better knowing I'm not alone

[01:12:53] and that

[01:12:55] I would dearly

[01:12:57] love to be able

[01:12:59] to talk to other people who knows maybe one of my relatives

[01:13:03] will actually realize it's me

[01:13:05] and maybe it could fix

[01:13:07] the family rift

[01:13:09] I never know

[01:13:11] and it's a very odd rift

[01:13:13] I

[01:13:15] mean there's stories I can share about my family

[01:13:17] with the gifts so people can

[01:13:19] I mean I've already said

[01:13:21] so much but

[01:13:25] well I'm looking forward to it

[01:13:27] I mean I'm

[01:13:29] I figure you know

[01:13:31] I'm looking forward to it and I think that the

[01:13:33] PBN family needs to understand

[01:13:35] uh

[01:13:37] it's gonna be hard for me

[01:13:39] it needs to be done

[01:13:41] it's gonna be hard for everybody

[01:13:43] to get to um

[01:13:45] it's gonna be hard for everybody

[01:13:47] because there's

[01:13:49] I feel like on the tip of almost everyone's tongue

[01:13:51] there's a weird experience

[01:13:53] or a thought like that

[01:13:55] and I commend you

[01:13:57] for coming on

[01:13:59] and going through the hard parts

[01:14:01] going through saying the things that

[01:14:03] you know for everybody listening

[01:14:05] I used to sound just

[01:14:07] and I do still to this day

[01:14:09] I used to get the same sort of feelings

[01:14:11] that you're getting

[01:14:13] when I would talk about Christianity

[01:14:15] because

[01:14:17] because I knew more

[01:14:19] charlatans than I knew

[01:14:21] good Christians

[01:14:23] and that's what makes you scared

[01:14:25] is you're like I can't be one of those people

[01:14:27] so

[01:14:29] and the reason I'm saying this is because

[01:14:31] your

[01:14:33] your

[01:14:35] your care in saying what you said

[01:14:37] I hope it resonates

[01:14:39] with the audience and they can

[01:14:41] understand like

[01:14:43] you're not gonna turn around and be like

[01:14:45] let me charge you $200

[01:14:47] to read your palm now

[01:14:49] no I'm not

[01:14:51] I'm not that kind of reader

[01:14:53] and I don't care what religion

[01:14:55] if you're Muslim, Gentiles

[01:14:57] we're all in the same boat

[01:14:59] and

[01:15:01] one of the things I was telling

[01:15:03] talking to James about

[01:15:05] the PBM family out there was

[01:15:07] something I never started I never did

[01:15:09] as an adult was I'd never read

[01:15:11] the Bible

[01:15:13] and when I started noticing

[01:15:15] like

[01:15:17] Bibles might be banned

[01:15:19] something telling me get a Bible just get a Bible

[01:15:21] and what I've been doing

[01:15:23] is 15 minutes

[01:15:25] most days I just read for

[01:15:27] 15 minutes just learning the Bible

[01:15:29] and I would like

[01:15:33] there's some spots where I hear

[01:15:35] okay sometimes

[01:15:37] those of us for the gift were condemned

[01:15:39] in the Old Testament yet in the New Testament

[01:15:41] I'm not quite seeing it

[01:15:43] so as a Christian

[01:15:45] how am I gonna go to hell if this is a gift

[01:15:47] that the Lord gave me

[01:15:49] this is something to bring up with

[01:15:51] on the podcast

[01:15:53] yeah definitely and it's what's not

[01:15:55] be kicked out of a church when I asked

[01:15:57] a priest

[01:15:59] what is wrong with me that this is what

[01:16:01] is in my family and to be told

[01:16:03] you're full of demons I'm like

[01:16:05] what

[01:16:07] how do I deal with that

[01:16:09] how do you deal with that

[01:16:11] and it's where I think it's made me

[01:16:13] reticent in trying to find a church

[01:16:15] out here

[01:16:17] and I'm in the middle of the Bible

[01:16:19] but

[01:16:21] again it's

[01:16:23] like right now tonight

[01:16:25] is my Bible reading

[01:16:27] is because I'm reaching out to other people

[01:16:29] like hearted and

[01:16:31] thank you James I'm

[01:16:33] totally out of my blanket Fortiana

[01:16:35] I'm still

[01:16:37] I'm still breaking out of the hypes

[01:16:39] I'm still breaking out of the hypes because I can't believe I just did this

[01:16:43] but

[01:16:45] I know

[01:16:47] another thing I'll throw out there is that

[01:16:49] one of the things I've always had has been with animals

[01:16:51] and

[01:16:53] lately it's gotten even stronger so it's like

[01:16:55] oh okay that's one of the gifts I'm happy that

[01:16:57] it's not gone it's

[01:16:59] gotten ramped up

[01:17:01] yeah it's terrifying

[01:17:03] I mean I'm dead for you but it's also one of those things we're like

[01:17:05] this is what most

[01:17:07] is what most

[01:17:09] makes me excited and also

[01:17:11] scared

[01:17:13] is

[01:17:15] you've talked a lot about these

[01:17:17] heightened situations

[01:17:19] and heightened gifts

[01:17:21] but what would be most terrifying

[01:17:23] is

[01:17:25] if we had a bunch of people come on and say

[01:17:27] the same thing

[01:17:31] like it's a scary

[01:17:33] ass indicator if a bunch of people

[01:17:35] start coming on and saying oh yeah

[01:17:37] we felt this for

[01:17:39] a while now it's been much the same for us too

[01:17:43] we're not alone there's someone else

[01:17:45] oh my god

[01:17:47] you know there's so many things point to

[01:17:49] what's happening and it's like

[01:17:51] you know

[01:17:53] you don't have to be clairvoyant to look around

[01:17:55] and go oh we're in some shit

[01:17:57] right now but

[01:17:59] people keep saying oh we're gonna go to nuclear

[01:18:01] and that's the thing I'm not

[01:18:03] seeing nuclear here

[01:18:05] but I am seeing like

[01:18:07] my utes is definitely like there's gonna be civil war

[01:18:09] here and

[01:18:11] I'm supposed to be going out for my

[01:18:13] high school reunion big high school reunion

[01:18:15] I'm terrified of buying the plane ticket

[01:18:17] because something keeps saying don't

[01:18:19] just wait just wait

[01:18:21] you may not be able to see these people

[01:18:23] and

[01:18:25] it'll be sad

[01:18:27] it's gonna be around my birthday but

[01:18:29] I'm sure it's going to be listening to it

[01:18:31] especially if I have to fly

[01:18:33] back because look what happened

[01:18:35] I've been

[01:18:37] with the lack of sleep with the barges and then jelly rolls

[01:18:39] plane turning off

[01:18:41] midair I don't want to be on that plane

[01:18:43] that actually gets hit

[01:18:45] with an ampere or something

[01:18:47] but I don't think we'll be that bad

[01:18:49] but it's gonna be bad

[01:18:51] and

[01:18:53] as a pepper

[01:18:55] yes we just don't know

[01:18:57] we don't know but it's the thing is

[01:18:59] the utes has been saying

[01:19:01] it's here something

[01:19:03] we're about

[01:19:07] it's gonna flip

[01:19:09] everyone's religions I know my

[01:19:11] I'll be going either going

[01:19:13] I was right

[01:19:15] losing overlord you owe me 20 bucks

[01:19:17] or just

[01:19:19] we've never seen that one coming

[01:19:21] but at least knowing okay I can handle it

[01:19:23] it's okay

[01:19:25] it'll be interesting

[01:19:27] but to also know that there are others

[01:19:29] like the PBM family

[01:19:31] as a prepper saying okay

[01:19:33] we're all set try helping who I can

[01:19:35] in my community that

[01:19:37] like minded that won't try killing me

[01:19:39] for what I have

[01:19:41] but also

[01:19:43] other people that are depressed

[01:19:45] because of what our gifts

[01:19:47] it sounds weird

[01:19:51] like when you and I were talking

[01:19:53] couple weeks ago that there's so many

[01:19:55] depressed people but and

[01:19:57] I think

[01:19:59] because a lot of people are

[01:20:01] redpilling

[01:20:03] that's what's freaking amount

[01:20:05] Oh it could be

[01:20:07] could just sort of like your situation

[01:20:09] with the with the

[01:20:11] you know

[01:20:13] that what used to exist

[01:20:15] has been shut off

[01:20:17] you know what I mean probably for a number

[01:20:19] of reasons

[01:20:21] and I just want to let others know

[01:20:23] I'm putting my neck

[01:20:25] on the line here and we're not alone

[01:20:27] I really would like

[01:20:29] to meet other people just sort of

[01:20:31] hi how are you

[01:20:33] cool

[01:20:35] this is cool what state are you from

[01:20:37] cool maybe I'll start doing a little

[01:20:39] map of the world

[01:20:41] with a little red yarn going I've got a friend here

[01:20:43] I've got a friend here kind of like

[01:20:45] Xavier did with his little light

[01:20:47] thing yeah and

[01:20:49] just because

[01:20:51] stuff is happening and

[01:20:53] and yeah I'm feeling good now

[01:20:55] thank you I was so nervous

[01:20:59] well I'm glad still there

[01:21:01] definitely there but

[01:21:03] let's give the pbn audience time to chew

[01:21:05] on it and

[01:21:07] and and then

[01:21:09] we'll wait for when you're ready

[01:21:11] we'll wait for when you're ready to

[01:21:13] do your first go

[01:21:15] get me a good logo we already know the name of this

[01:21:17] thing

[01:21:19] give me a date and

[01:21:21] I'll record on the weekend and just say okay

[01:21:23] this is gonna be a few minutes

[01:21:25] start sending emails and

[01:21:27] I'll think of a proton mail address

[01:21:29] and we'll start shooting stuff

[01:21:31] so I'll give something to people

[01:21:33] so I think it would be important to leave

[01:21:35] this message behind which is

[01:21:37] right now

[01:21:39] if you're listening to this

[01:21:41] episode and you're going like oh my god

[01:21:43] my

[01:21:45] I just found my sister

[01:21:49] go to prepper broadcasting

[01:21:51] dot com and go to the contact

[01:21:53] us page

[01:21:55] and there you can leave a literal

[01:21:57] voicemail like you can just

[01:21:59] talk into

[01:22:01] our little messenger in there

[01:22:03] you don't have to write out an email

[01:22:05] you don't have to do shit you just talk into the

[01:22:07] press record and talk into it

[01:22:09] and that audio file some of you do this

[01:22:11] on a regular basis and it's fun

[01:22:13] I appreciate it and that audio

[01:22:15] file will get sent to me

[01:22:17] and then I can convey

[01:22:19] that to Lisa

[01:22:21] we can get your story on through the veil

[01:22:23] and we'll play

[01:22:25] we'll play it on the air we'll bleep out

[01:22:27] you know where your

[01:22:29] city whatever name

[01:22:31] just

[01:22:33] it helps to have a name

[01:22:35] you know just hey so and so

[01:22:37] how are you

[01:22:39] I'm getting excited just to know because I know

[01:22:41] we're out there more of us out there

[01:22:45] and if you want to talk

[01:22:47] heck yeah

[01:22:49] I'm here

[01:22:51] yeah that's the thing too

[01:22:53] never forget this is

[01:22:55] this is the so calp repper

[01:22:57] this is 128

[01:22:59] square feet of preparedness

[01:23:01] oh it's 8 feet more

[01:23:03] it was 120 get that right

[01:23:05] well what I'm yeah that is true

[01:23:07] I gave you I didn't give you enough credit

[01:23:09] but what I'm getting at is

[01:23:11] you know you've pulled off things

[01:23:13] in the prepping space that are worth talking

[01:23:15] about tremendously

[01:23:19] you know because that's a wild thing

[01:23:21] right there but alright

[01:23:23] I think they got it

[01:23:25] what do you think

[01:23:27] yep I know I'm gonna get some phone calls

[01:23:29] from friends going girl

[01:23:31] did you just do what I think you just did

[01:23:33] only yes I did

[01:23:35] yes that's who I am

[01:23:37] well we've captured something

[01:23:39] in you that is brimming

[01:23:41] and that's what makes a good show

[01:23:43] you know what I mean

[01:23:45] the context

[01:23:47] what comes out

[01:23:49] is equally as important

[01:23:51] but

[01:23:53] you know when you bait your hook

[01:23:55] with your heart it just works

[01:23:57] you get the fish to bite there's no doubt about it

[01:23:59] and this is where you're at right now

[01:24:01] you know

[01:24:03] we baited this hook with some big foot

[01:24:05] and some scargate

[01:24:07] yeah

[01:24:09] and some Freudian

[01:24:11] in search of

[01:24:13] bait

[01:24:15] I like it

[01:24:17] come join us in the boat

[01:24:19] yes come peek through the veil

[01:24:21] alright well we'll get more information to you guys

[01:24:23] about like days

[01:24:25] and when we decide on what day

[01:24:27] and all that kind of stuff we're gonna do it

[01:24:29] um

[01:24:31] and I'll leave that up to you of course

[01:24:33] you know whatever's convenient

[01:24:35] but I'll record on the weekend

[01:24:37] and I'll leave it to you whatever's an open slot

[01:24:39] okay

[01:24:41] yeah Sunday is

[01:24:43] Sunday

[01:24:45] it seems like a well I don't know

[01:24:47] you know we could drop it on like

[01:24:49] that'd be kind of fun

[01:24:51] oh I'm not gonna stay up that late

[01:24:53] well you don't have to

[01:24:55] you don't have to stay up

[01:24:57] if you're giving it to me pre-recorded

[01:24:59] oh there we go

[01:25:01] I'm just saying we drop it at a certain time

[01:25:03] but anyway

[01:25:05] we'll discuss all this offline

[01:25:07] I do appreciate you guys PBN family

[01:25:09] this uh

[01:25:11] I've always told you from the get go you know this

[01:25:13] we're only scratching

[01:25:15] the surface

[01:25:17] and uh

[01:25:19] you know this is just an example of that so

[01:25:21] I don't know

[01:25:23] I appreciate you

[01:25:25] I appreciate your bravery tonight it's not easy to get on

[01:25:27] air

[01:25:29] live and say these kinds of things out loud

[01:25:31] and uh

[01:25:33] you know

[01:25:35] I had my blanket 40

[01:25:37] Anna

[01:25:39] so that was

[01:25:41] the blanket 40 Anna helped I'm sure

[01:25:43] yes it did

[01:25:45] it keeps all the spooks away

[01:25:47] but yeah

[01:25:49] I mean we've got JB said

[01:25:51] uh

[01:25:53] JB said

[01:25:55] she's got a bunch of cool things

[01:25:57] worth talking about

[01:25:59] because she works at the Biltmore

[01:26:01] and that was

[01:26:03] home of the Black Dahlia

[01:26:05] Murder I guess

[01:26:07] the Black Dahlia Elizabeth Short

[01:26:09] she's talking

[01:26:11] she was talking some scary stuff in there

[01:26:13] tell her she's about to get a phone call

[01:26:19] Garden girl said like a passenger

[01:26:21] coming home with you on the haunted mansion at Disney

[01:26:23] I guess you've been there too

[01:26:25] yeah that you were well received tonight

[01:26:27] no doubt about it

[01:26:29] thanks chat so much for uh

[01:26:31] going down this rabbit hole with us

[01:26:33] this um

[01:26:35] with all the things going on and what we normally talk about

[01:26:37] you probably weren't expecting portals

[01:26:39] and goblins tonight

[01:26:41] but we got it

[01:26:43] and uh

[01:26:45] yeah

[01:26:47] alright folks well I'm gonna run some

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[01:26:51] I wanted to give Lisa a full time

[01:26:53] uninterrupted and we'll run the ads after

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